Letting Go -- 2nd Installment

"4.4.05" aka "Death's Lustful Grip"

I can't do this anymore.
I can't talk to you again.
It's just too hard
to convince myself
that I don't love you
anymore.
Turn my face into a pillow
hoping somehow
to hide my shame;
to have you again
as we were,
so beautiful in you.
so happy in me,
but this isn't real
merely a dream;
fantasy.
blasphemy.
I can't keep you here.
We're not real.
Yet I survive
embraced in your chains;
take them away.
please leave,
I need to be free
of us.
of Us!
of us, I fear
the day would come
where torture ends & love begins. (c)KF05